Sunday, December 27, 2009
RAWR~ finally..found a lan to use PC^^
1st
travel by plane..1st time..not bad..service and everything..but would have been much better if i didn't do a few idiotic stuff..hmm~ fell off from a van the moment we reach the airport..ouch..juz bruises><>
reach korea..BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..freaking cold~ join the tour group..bought supplies @ some convenience shop..don't like my down jacket(don't really know what its correct term its just the biggest and warmest jacket) my bro say i look like a pudding in it !humph! went to our hotel..no PCT.T
..zZ..lalaland~
2nd
which is today^^ breakfast at 7..yum~ milk~ yum~ went to everland..some famous theme park in Korea..hmm~ never heard before..guide brought us to the zoo..saw lions..tigers..owls..bears..way tall when they stand..O.o explore everland..bla bla bla~ (due to time limit..unable to blog in detail)
1 plus went to different hotel..area around the hotel..can ski..but that's for tomorow..hope i don't i don't make a fool out of myself><>
!Korea is freezing me!..wish you can be here with me now..keep me snug and warm..sad..you today not online..haiz~ never mind ba..next time will see you online de..if i can find a com at the next hotel im staying at>my fingers..missing you..520
Friday, December 25, 2009
"best" x'mas eve last night..thought that i could spent it with him but no..
he was busy busy busy..think he lived as a bee in his past life..if that is even possible..let's summarize how sad i spent my "best x'mas eve..went to venus..lalala~ waste time there..take train to vivo for countdown..slack there for awhile ba..didn't stay for the countdown..ton @ ken's house
told me that he was @ ec..go find him..tell me to go home.."cute"..as if..so walk home from toa payoh..never pick up my calls..give up-communication between us..failure..i call him or message him..he busy..he contact me..i busy..confirm both of us communication failure..wanted to see before i leave for Korea de..but haiz..never mind ba..let him be le..if i think too much or ask him why why why..will make it worse
8 days not in s'pore..hmm..if my feelings fade for him..then..when it happen then see how ba..hope it doesn't ba..but walking home alone @ night..never accept my calls..humph~ freak..really hate being a girl..walk home will be harassed by random moronic assholes who have nothing better to do but think that small girls should be harassed..to hell with them
enjoy myself in Korea..hum~
Monday, December 21, 2009
...zZ
hum~ (home sweet home) doesn't exist
i'm still drifting around...zZ
Saturday, December 19, 2009
hopeless..always destroying my life..i made the right choice on that day
its amazing how one small action by myself could actually cause it from bitterSWEET to BITTER
haiz..i'm truly an idiot
Thursday, November 26, 2009
O.o really weird..first time accept a guy through actions..hmm..10 days ago ba..wonder whether i made the right choice by accepting him..cause can't get over 2 annoying phobia..juz wish that this time wil be bitterSWEET..can't ask too much..sometimes will argue..so won't always be sweet..hope that it won't be so freaking bitter compared to the previous few
Sunday, October 4, 2009
...?hmm?...can't do anything right nowadays...
...i'll become skin and bones very soon...don't even have the appetite... ?anorexia?...
Saturday, September 19, 2009
...wish i had not told him...
...just forget him...not worth thinking about...focus on your messed up life
